Sunday, July 29, 2012

i take it back...i cant read him at all...just like other guys in the past...ive learnt nothing have i...sigh...

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Mr. Twin

mr. twin: hi
me: hi
mr twin: u ok?
me: ok. u? <-----liar
mr. twin: ok

well...not entirely lying, surprisingly...but if it was the Olyn i knew, id say:

me: no, i miss u, but then u'd think that's freaky...bla bla bla bla bla

this guy really scares me, somehow...i mean, ive never been dumped as a friend before, so im so careful about what i say around him...i know, some people would be like...come on! be yourself...well...i always say the wrong has come to a point that im 'serik'...its good that during this month, it is better to keep your silence to avoid saying gona shut up...

ps: its funny how similar we are...i cud read him like a book...hence d name...

Saturday, July 21, 2012

shut up?

some people would snort when they hear this..the ones who know me well enough, like my friend Aaron...i just noticed that i talk a lot...i mean...if i didnt have anyone to talk to around me, id go online, go on whatsapp...just to have a chat...omg...i dont know how august 22nd onwards will be like, when anis leaves for hong kong...i guess ill be busy with my project to notice..i hope so..

Monday, July 16, 2012


been performing the istikharah lately to see things far, its not showing a good sign...i trust in You dear God and will redha with how things go...coz i know its for the better :)

Saturday, July 14, 2012

house cleaning - somebody's gotta do it

am having some guests from mauritius over for lunch tomorrow, so was cleaning up the kitchen this afternoon. few nights ago, me and anis were shocked to discover that our whole cabinet of plastic ware had to be disposed, because we found a dead mouse in one of them, causing the whole cabinet infected with maggots.

i remember how i was back then, at home. if this kind of thing happened, i'll be the first to run out of the kitchen, hoping the white creatures to somehow disappear (poor mom was always the one to make that miracle, unfortunately) now that i'm on my own, its all about rolling up the sleeves, holding my breath, and sweeping out those nasties and cleaning them up with i've grown this past year... :)

Tuesday, July 03, 2012


alhamdulillah, my second semester turned out well...not as well as the first semester, but the overall average is still a distinction :) now its all about one more assignment, which i don't actually enjoy doing, but need to complete, nevertheless...let's hope for the best...only 2 more months of this crap, and i'm done!
something is flip flopping inside me, and it feels good... :) lets see how this one turns far...wonderful :)