Thursday, October 20, 2011

And you're OUT!

strike 3 and you're out!! hehe...that should've been my call, but the most recent boyfriend got caught, chickened out, and said the magic words...if you've been reading my blog, well the reason i started this blog in the first place was when i broke up with my first boyfriend cum fiance...then BF2 came and went, BF3 came and went, BF4 came and went, BF5 came and went and eventually this one (by the way, BF3 and 5 were online BF's...I don't know if that even counts)...

this one was just another shock...all lies...supposed to be divorced with a son, turns out he has 4 children that i managed to find out about...i don't know if he's still married or whatever, i tried getting the story out of him, but he just quit the relationship based on my questioning him...hehe...i'm pretty sure i had my reasons for asking, don't you think? anyway...all the best to sucky liars like him...may the lightning strike you one day...ameen...

no worries about me...somehow with this breakup, i'm fine...maybe coz i pretty much prepared myself for the worst with this one...many versions to a story, got rumours of him having 2 wives, always too busy for anything, didn't even come to see me when i went for a major operation 2 months ago, never called me since i've relocated...see what i'm losing here? anyway, i pity the family, so its a good thing we broke up...he's not worth the effort of being a third (or maybe fourth) person...

lets see who's next...?

Monday, October 17, 2011

New Chapter


i believe this is THE day for me to put up a new chapter in my life...though it may seem bit odd that only after a month plus of relocating and parting from my loved ones, would i declare it as such, but well, this is my life after all...suka hati lah yer...something happened this morning, and just few hours ago...i won't share it this time, but i have to say that whoever feels that i've changed how i treat you...serves you right! i was contemplating to open up a new blog, but i figured, i should just continue with what i have...at least when my grandchildren reads it later, they'll get the whole picture in a click...anyway...

ehem ehem...new chapter...yours trully recently moved to good ol' LIVERPOOL!! i was getting pretty tired of working like a dog (Beatles anyone??) so i decided, with a huge nudge from my bestie Nik (dearie...without your help and encouragement, i will never be here) to try my luck at applying to all the uni's that offer what i wanted...about 6 i think, and i got a thumbsup from 4 of them...that was the easy bit...the hard part was the money...how do i come here...savings? naa...im a shoppaholic and a travel freak...too busy spending, plus my pay sucks, so savings is out of the question...so we tried our luck at British Council...for some reason, i got rejected right when i applied...one night, while staying up doing work (my daily 16-18hour working ritual) i decided to check out MARA...and there it was...first day that they're offering scholarships for postgrads...seriously, ini bukan cerita dongeng...and here i am :)

it wasn't so rosy, the prep i had to go through coming here...blood and tears were shed along the way, and a lot of pain too...but it was all worth it...Mom was my hero through thick and thin, and was here supporting me till just last week (and she still is, from back home)...its good timing too, that she went back, i must say, since its freaking cold here right now...

so...here i am...starting a new life and chapter...pray for me!