New Job

4th week into the job. maybe a bit premature to comment much, but so far, its been a roller coaster. i am blessed to be 'loaned' to this sweet man; my on loan boss for this huge project to manage. he's sweet, but a man of few words. 2 weeks into the job and the man falls ill. i did not get to learn so much. independant work is indeed huge here. everyday is a struggle now; trying to understand things, trying to answer my onsite client on so many random things that comes to her head, trying to report to my other superiors about whats happening to the project; all this, to fill my boss's shoes. i'm still trying to be optimistic about this, and am praying hard that he returns soon. kinda drowning. overwhelmed. kinda lost. hmm