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My family just came back from a trip to Taiping yesterday..I didn't go along, coz I realize how tired I am, and how much I need a 'me' time and how much my car needs my attention..As I washed it last nite, it dawned on me how I've neglected not just myself, but everything and everyone around me..

Mom is sad currently, at how much I spend more time outside the house than on her bed, talking to her while she paints away like I used to..My friends reminded me yesterday of how old my last post was..I found my luggage from Bangkok still unpacked..The last cooking I did was just cupcakes for Han, no new discoveries for months now..My wardrobe is musky, coz its been a while since the last time I bought Mr. Hippo and my fav Glades wardrobe freshener in Lavender..I haven't bought a new shirt or new shoes in months..I havent hugged my nephews and niece in a while..I havent been to a spa in months..I havent done any exercise in weeks..sigh..how time flies, and I didnt even do anything much to remember the days by..

I think I need to really sit down and plan my life..I don't want it to end like this..I dont know how and when the time comes when it'll be too late to do anything..Any of you guys feel like this sometimes? Maybe we should sit and put our heads together and make a list (a fav as always)so that nothing is left out..A plan is a plan..Shouldnt be too perfect, but at least nearing the perfection that we wold like to achieve..My number 1 item on the list would be:

1. To achieve something BIG before the big 30 comes to town..huhu..

Any clue as to what is BIG? You guys help me with this k?